[ ... Ursula's hands wringed even more, her breaths shallow as she tried to keep herself calm. She knew she was needing to tread carefully. ]

Chariot... Chariot du Nord. That's... that's the name my parents gave me. The one I went by for, well... most of my life.

It's... [ Another shaky sigh, anxiousness making her entire form shiver. ]

The reason I use a pseudonym is because I did... s-something in my past that... I'm not ready to confront. 'Ursula' was a means of coping with that, and... giving myself a new start in my life.

[ But that was changing. Slowly it was changing. Ramesses, Fang, Kaede, they'd all been helping her reconcile herself, to face her guilt and shine more sincerely once more like the star she was named after. Whether she'd realized it or not, she'd been 'shining' for some time for Monika. She deserved to know the truth. ]

B-but knowing what you think of me... it wasn't fair that you didn't know my real name, or...

[ Slowly, slate blue hair began to fade away from her head, from the tips up to her crown, bit by bit, revealing a brilliant vermilion in its wake. ]

The whole of me.