[ A year ago, that line would had her wilting, turning inward, refusing to see any truth to it, or being ashamed of what it had once meant. When she'd shined before, people had been hurt, her 'light' had burned out, and she was left surrounded by nothing but regret and failure.
But even before a year ago... she'd met Akko. She'd met Diana. She'd seen the shine that was once her own blossom in others, so brilliantly and pure. She'd met Croix again, found her again. And when whisked away this place she'd met Fang, met Ramesses, met Kaede, met Monika....
Reasons she could shine again, herself.
She shifted, turning about in Ramesses' lap, a hand at either shoulder, looking at him directly, pink in her cheeks and throat, eyes half lidded. ]
I've had a whole year of your love, to learn to let those words be true...
Right now, I want to be the star you know I am... just for this moment... just for you...
[Ramesses loosens his hold a little as she turns to face him, the hand at her cheek falling away to her waist once more.]
[In truth, there really isn't a time where Chariot fails to shine as far as he's concerned. Try as she might to hide it as she has in the past, something as brilliant as the heart that beats within her chest simply isn't able to be obfuscated or dimmed. Not even by her will.]
[His smile for her is warm as always, but it is a proud smile as well. Ramesses knows that Chariot's path to this point has not been an easy one and he understands her meaning. Just as there are parts of himself that belong only to her, so too does parts of her shine belong only to him. She gives it to him, pushing boldly past her own insecurities.]
Then let me see the full extent of your radiance. [There is little distance between them like this, but he tightens his hold on her all the same and brings their foreheads together gently. Fingertips begin to trace the length of her spine in a steady ascent.] Let your light shine so brightly that you appear the only star in all the heavens and I shall envelop you completely in my love and worship.
[ She probably had a few more bits of romantic espousing for him, but with them that close, with her feeling his heart beat against hers, chest to chest, forehead to forehead... She could only close the distance between their lips, heat in the motion, in the embrace, parting her lips immediately to press her tongue to his, immediate and demanding.
Slate blue hair shifted to crimson... for the first time with him in what felt like an agonizingly long time, her truest self for him... and not stopping there. Her hands shifted to her dress, pulling loose the ties that held it in place, having deliberately selected something easy to find herself out of... ]
[Ramesses returns Chariot's hunger, the taste of wine lingering still in their kiss. He had not imbibed as many glasses as she had -- he was eventually too focused in his work of weaving flowers into her hair that he drank far slower than her -- but Ramesses didn't really require its influence for his enthusiastic response to her call. That he ever allows her to leave his bed whenever she chooses to warm it is a miracle in of itself. Ramesses could listen to the hitch of her breath, her soft cries, her unraveling French for eternity if such a thing were ever possible. That she has somewhat decided in at least this small way to skip past her somewhat timid pleas for demand is a sweet pleasure unto itself and he is more than happy to oblige.]
[He responds to the subtle tugs of fabric beneath his hands as she pulls loose the ties of her dress by pushing and pulling the fabric to assist her in her endeavor to be free of it. In doing so, he has to allow her a small degree of separation from him, but it's never more than is strictly necessary. He leaves the last of pulling it off to her, his hands beginning to trace warm skin greedily. There isn't an inch of her that Ramesses has not laid claim to, and he is ready to pay his tributes to her once more.]
[Wrapping an arm around her, he begins to sit up a little further to reverse their positions.]
[ The dress was gone quickly enough, leaving her almost entirely bare aside from her briefs and stockings. She hadn't bothered with much undergarments... she knew what this was going to be, after all. It gave his hands plenty to explore, to touch, to worship as he so loved to do...
But when he sat up, her hands were right back at his shoulders to... push back. Normally she was content, happy even, to allow his majesty to ply her, to shift her to his will and bring her bliss that way. She felt bolder now, though, wanting to show what a year had done for her 'shine'.
Her push was insistent, wanting him to be the one laying back... ]
[It takes a moment for Ramesses to understand the meaning of the push at his shoulders. He pauses in response to it, of course, assuming that Chariot wishes to make some adjustment to her position or wanting a moment to hold onto him a little tighter before they moved. But when no such things come and the hands at his shoulders were not allowing any further progress, Ramesses finally understands she is not asking for a mere pause.]
[He always anticipates that Chariot needs to be almost if not completely consumed by pleasure before her inhibitions are able to be set aside, but it appears not to be the case this time. This boldness sparks Ramesses' curiosity of just how far she will be willing to go, if she will keep any sense of self-consciousness away to take her pleasures with little to no encouragement. More importantly, it inspires a desire within Ramesses that begins stirring beneath Chariot.]
[He offers no further resistance or any signs of objections to the push at his shoulders. Lowering himself down onto an elbow before lying back, he guides them both down. Once settled, Ramesses' hand at her waist travels to her ass, giving it a squeeze as his other hand finds out of her breasts and begins toying with a nipple between his fingers.]
[ His hands were welcome, her body arching against his touch in both directions, rolling her hips against that 'inspiration' below, feeling it swell against her. Her motions were more deliberate than usual, hands spreading over his chest, pressing into skin, creating an image for him, one he was... unused to, he imagined, at least from her.
Her vermillion hair fell about her face as she leaned forward against his hands, further still, until her chest was against his once more, and her lips were trailing against his jaw, even nipping slightly. It was... rough, trying to fight back her more comfortable instincts. But she wanted to do this, she wanted to let herself be like this. Just for a moment... just for appreciation for the year she'd had.
One hand moved lower, shifting between them. It traced lines along his stomach, but didn't stop there... finding that 'inspiration' below, and giving him a firm, almost demanding squeeze. ]
[There isn't a single doubt in Ramesses' mind that Chariot knows what to do. It's more a matter of giving her the space to carry it out than knowledge or even experience in setting the pace. And so, he offers her no particular directions or guidance, letting her hands wander over him freely in whatever direction she desires as they kiss and pressing into each roll of her hips. He gives her only encouragement to do as she pleases, greedily accepting whatever it is she gives. When she breaks the kiss, he watches her through half-lidded eyes as she lowers and presses more of herself against him.]
[He's seen her hungry. He's seen her desperate. He's seen her eager. He's never really seen her in control. Not quite like this where every touch, every press of her body against his was deliberate and not some instinctive response to some pleasure brought upon her. Needing to move his hand out of the way as she presses against him, Ramesses brushes some of the hair that falls into her face aside.]
[He really doesn't know if the hand that begins trailing down his stomach will stop short or not. Not because he anticipates that insecurity will give her cause to pause and rally herself for a moment because that simply isn't the look on her face, it isn't the movement of her hands or body. No, it is because it seemed just as likely that she might tease him as she might be direct. It was whatever she wanted in one moment from the next, and Ramesses was content to concede and surrender to Chariot's whims.]
[As her hand moves beyond his stomach and she squeezes, his breath becomes audible with a sudden, sharp inhale as he arches into her touch.]
Tonight... [ She whispered between kisses. ] Tonight, this is mine...
[ Technically, it was always 'hers' in the sense that Ramesses would never withhold sexual attention from her if she desired it. But that wasn't really the point. This was about more than simply agency. This was about shining, about putting on the show for him, and that meant being bolder, making her declarations more lurid. ]
You can have it back when I'm done.
[ Had she any less wine in her blood as she did in that moment, she would have immediately broke down in embarrassment at her own words, but the moment was fueling her. But that was Ursula speaking. That wasn't who she was, at that moment. Not that part of her, anyways. No, this was a part of her... she never got to fully experience before. And she wanted to share it with him. ]
Tonight, you're in for a show from your very own Shiny Chariot...
[Were it not for the wine, Ramesses knows that she would never speak like that. At least not without stumbling through the words, and hoping that the ground might open up and swallow her whole than allow her to sit in the space after she's uttered them. But a consequence of Chariot's confidence is that Ramesses' thoughts are so far removed from such an observation. He’d much rather see it continue than undermine it by questioning or doubting it even as a distant, stray thought like that.]
[He catches her lips again for another hungry kiss, a wordless, immediate reflection of his approval. But he does not kiss her overlong, allowing her to retain the lead and control she claimed for herself from the beginning for as long she wishes to hold onto it.]
[ When Chariot broke the kiss, heard his affirmation, she felt that much more confident in her ability to do this, to let her trained instincts as an entertainer guide her. Her mind was flush with ideas, forbidden desires she dared not speak before. She lifted herself up from him, hands on his chest, pushing herself back just slightly before she reached to take up... her wand.
Her hair didn't so much glow with the light as it literally glowed when she began to draw the wand down along his chest, the buttons of his shirt releasing one by one as she did so. This was... probably the most frivolous expenditure of mana one could imagine, but her momentum was too strong to stop now.
Lower still, to his belt, the fly, all of it bending to the will of her magic. By the time she was done, that thing she'd claimed as "hers" was sprung free. She didn't stop there, either.
She traced the tip of her wand along the underside of his cock, refusing to touch with her own hands just yet, letting her power trace through the medium into his very skin, rich and warm, perhaps even a bit tingly. He'd feel the vigor of her mana rush through his blood... were the display of her in control not doing wonders already, the magic itself certainly would have him feeling intensely aroused, the sort that came so rarely... Not unlike that time they gave in to bestial instincts, even.
As she did so, ribbons of light, gold and emerald, traced over her form, brushing along her own skin, making her even more flushed, her chest even more full of breath and energy, heart beating faster...
She'd never used her magic like this before. It was exhilarating new territory. ]
[Ramesses doesn't offer up any resistance when she pulls somewhat away from him, sitting herself up to grab at her wand. His curiosity is piqued about what exactly she intends to do with it, and she satisfies his curiosity near immediately in undoing his clothes. It may be a frivolous display to do and wholly unnecessary, but it is exactly the sort she ultimately promised him with her promises of a show. His lips curve into a smirk pleased with her decision to confidently take such indulgences, to not place judgment or restraint upon herself for doing as she pleased tonight.]
[Ah, but he still manages to somewhat underestimate her. Ramesses barely has the thought recognizing her intention to tease him, to avoid touching him with her own hands for the moment when her mana floods into him and turns his mind into an abruptly blank slate. The movement of her wand along his cock suddenly seems too slow. Too fast. Too much. Not enough. His cock throbs with his heightened sense of arousal, and he grips at the blankets beneath him to keep from reaching for her so soon. Not that she's making it any easier for him as the light she envelops herself in brings more of a flush to her and she looks so beautiful, it's almost enough to leave him breathless.]
[ He looked fit for a fit. The spell was doing wonders, to be sure, and Ramesses seemed like he was barely holding on. She didn't doubt that if she told him to, he'd completely lose himself in her in that moment. And it was so very sorely tempting to do just that, to see him unleashed like this, the magic coursing through them both, spiraling into itself and creating so much more...
But first thing was first. She prodded him one last time with her wand, one last burst of that mana energy, to invigorate, to swell up, to push him right to the very edge...
And then a seal. Snapping into place right at the base of his length, tight and firm, binding itself to him via a modified curse, one that was likely far more benign than originally intended. That should keep him from any... accidents, at least. ]
When you want this released... I want you to beg me for it.
[ Holy moly she actually managed to say it. Her face broke, if only for a moment, in shock that she'd managed to do the thing. Her face went a bit red, and she didn't quite stick the firmness in the end, but she got the words out. The show, for the sake of the one man audience she was performing for, was going on... ]
[It should perhaps go without saying that Ramesses is hardly cognizant of any slip or that she spends any time reeling from the fact she managed it within herself to issue any sort of command to him. His attention is certainly elsewhere for the moment as her magic brings him so close to the edge that he thinks for a moment she intends to make him come without laying a finger on him. Ramesses' eyes squeeze shut and his back arches in anticipation only for her to rob him of release with her curse. The sound he makes morphs from a pleasure-filled groan to a frustrated growl as he's left with little choice but to feel the warm waves of her magic pulse through him.]
[Chariot's words almost don't register to him, but they manage to break through. Ramesses' laugh is breathless, not mocking or doubting her words so much as delighting in this fire that appears to have been lit within her. Golden eyes settle on her once more and although clearly hungry, there is an unspoken challenge within them, too. Her mana beneath his skin may have brought about a sweet ache, but the King of Kings will not yield so easily. If he is to beg, then she is to not merely give him a reason for it, but to make him.]
Is that what you desire? To have me beg...? That is quite the high ambition, Chariot... [Ramesses wills himself to release his hold on the blankets. With one more inhale, he manages to catch his breath again albeit perhaps tenuously. One corner of his lips lifts into a smirk as his hand begins to trail along one of her legs.] Very well. Then do not allow yourself to settle for anything less. Indulge yourself until I surrender myself to you.
[ Chariot smirked, shifting herself up. She set her wand aside for the moment, reaching for his length and giving him a few firm strokes before guiding him to her folds, rubbing the glans along the wetness found there, chuckling out a soft moan as she did so... ]
I had every intention to.
[ Honestly, it was just as much a torture to herself to just tease him like this, to edge him into oblivion again and again, but... There was no backing down now. She was Shiny Chariot in that moment, and she had a performance to give.
She began to lower her hips, giving him purchase within her, but once more was deliberately slow to do so, a stuttered gasp escaping her in the process. ]
[Ramesses doesn't think there has ever been a time where he has been quite so sensitive to the touch of another. Chariot's hand wraps itself around his length and he's more aware than he perhaps ever has been of the movement of each finger. It's only a modicum of relief though, an appetizer presented to what feels almost like starvation as he can't quite tell if it's her magic, his own arousal, or perhaps both that stirs with her touch. His hips buck, seeking out more even as he knows that will not bring about relief and he's not really all that invested in finding it right now. No, he wants to see her shine. He won't concede until he really can't take it any longer.]
[And so, Ramesses is able to remain still as she teases them both. Barely so, but he makes certain to yield to her in that way. Not that Chariot helps particularly in that way. Every time he can feel her move the head of his cock close to her entrance, he can feel that pull of instinct to move, to bury himself within her, grow stronger. A whine escapes him when that instinct seems likely to win out as she denies them both once more.]
[But it isn't given a chance to win. His grip on her thigh tightens when she does finally, blessedly, begins to lower herself onto him. It's as much an expression of his restraint as it is to discourage her from any immediate cruelty of withdrawing from him so soon. She has touched him directly so little so far, and Ramesses is eager for the feel of her wet heat enveloping him. He groans as she takes him inside and while there is a small amount of impatience, he cannot even begin to focus or dwell upon that when there is such relief in feeling her around him, in hearing that stuttered gasp that's of her own doing in the end rather than his.]
[This time when he props himself up on an elbow and attempts to sit back up, he's not looking to reverse their positions. He only wants to be closer to her, to feel more of her against him. He knows that his relief will not last. Even as she might take her pleasure to orgasm, she won't allow him to join until he begs for it. So, he will take what he can, as much as he is allowed for now.]
[ It took her a moment to get used to him again. The magic, plus the binding spell, had worked to make him feel even fuller than usual, stretching her out and filling her up profoundly. She tried not to let it show too much how impactful it was but... well, that was part of the show, too, wasn't it? But she wasn't exactly sure how to play to that reaction.
She bit at her lip, hissing as she squeezed around him, flexing rhythmically at first, simply letting her walls pulse around his cock inside of her, letting magic soak through, send little jolts along the pressure, as if stroking him from inside of her. She didn't have to move much this way, but...
She was glad he sat up. It gave her a place to rest her hands, at his shoulders, and use that leverage to start moving her hips in earnest. ]
[Her soft sounds, the way her body shudders as she takes the rest of his length inside of her are all maddening in their own right. But Ramesses relishes in them perhaps more than usual and it has so very little do with the effects of her magic. Chariot needn't embellish or exaggerate anything right now. He has no use nor need for that or anything so theatrical and ultimately inauthentic so much as he does for her.]
[Chariot has given so much of herself to him over the past year. It's been incremental. Little pieces here and there with every anxiety and doubt she shared with him. More as their love grew and she came to no longer doubt that she was worthy of his. Even when it seemed as though she might pull away, every moment spent with Chariot allowed for Ramesses to hold just a little more of her as his own. And now, here, she is giving him more.]
[The light that's inside of her that she is so often afraid of is little by little growing bright and brighter tonight.]
[Were it not for the binding spell, the combination of her earlier magic, the pulsing of her walls, and the little bursts of magic that she sent through her body would be more than enough to make him come. And so, she barely needs to move her hips before he responds in kind, his arm tightening around her waist. He doesn't try to speak to her when she offers praise. It's perhaps a first, but he's not even sure he can speak right now and there seems to be so little point in a wasted effort right now.]
[Ramesses hungrily kisses along her skin. Although without his usual desire to claim her for himself, he's not teasing her. He's not trying to make her desperate for pleasure until she's ready to fall apart if he continues to refuse to yield to her requests. Instead, Ramesses possesses a stronger desire to offer her his praise to her and every inch of her is to be savored.]
[ He'd so often treated her as a goddess given incarnate form in their love-making, worshiping her for what small exposures of her most honest self she was willing to share with him. And now, when it really and truly was Shiny Chariot he was with, she really did feel like the goddess worthy of his praise. She'd never felt this profoundly before, with him. There was no Bond to create feedback loops of bliss between them, and it was hardly needed. Just riding him as she was, letting her body and magic work as one, plus feeling the energy in his shower of kisses...
It was tremendous. Overwhelming. Magic that had never been seen before, born between them, a creation of their cosmic energies combining in both poetic and literal ways. Sunlight and starlight forming into a wonderful new.
Her imagination formed with the magic itself, spurred on by the blissful pleasure coursing in her body. Ephemeral wings of light spread behind her, reaching far enough to nearly touch the ceiling. The evening sun had already left them, and the light they now bathed in was purely their own making. ]
[At first, somewhere in his mind, there's a vague assumption that the light being cast upon them is coming from a distant firework now that the sun has finally given way to the night. And so, he thinks nothing of it at first, too focused on the feel of her around him and the taste of her skin. But there is no telltale whistle of its ascent nor crack or pop to mark its end, and the light seems to linger steadily rather than flickering back into the dark. It's then that his eyes are finally drawn to the wings she's created, and it seems that she now more than ever looks the part of the ethereal being he treats her as when they are together like this.]
[Those wings are a piece of her performance, no doubt, but there is an honesty to them as well. Chariot allowing herself to be uninhibited and express their pleasure and their love in whatever form or fashion feels right to her. They seem a perfect reflection of their love, of how far she's come since they first met, since the first time they made love. He praises her because how could he not? She is so beautiful and feels so good, and they are so deeply connected to one another right now...]
[Ramesses kisses move up along her neck now, his grip on her waist remaining tight and firm as his other hand slips between them. It's now that he teases her for the first time, his fingers encircling her clit a few times, only giving it the barest of touches. And although she's made it immensely difficult to concentrate at this point, he still has enough of it to send little pulses of his own mana through his fingertips each time he comes so close to rubbing her clit. It's the most Ramesses is willing to do without Chariot's explicit instructions (not pleas) or her hand over his.]
[ No 'please', no pleading in her tone, no begging on her part. It was affirmative, spoke with a confident smile that only Shiny Chariot could have managed in a moment like that. It was a demand that he indulge her, that he serve his role in worshiping her. And sure, she knew she never had to ask him to do any of this before, but the energy of the moment demanded she assert herself.
Those wings wrapped around them from their initial spread, encasing them within a glowing light that truly made it feel like she was in heaven. Slowly... the spell that bound his cock, still inside of her, still being gripped and embraced by the roll of her hips, the undulation of her walls, that spell started to weaken, just enough that he'd feel it, the tease of what might come... ]
[As the spell begins to weaken, Ramesses' remaining grip on her tightens and he seems to very nearly forget to follow her command. The syllables of her name are stilted by futile attempts to catch his breath as he provides to her the demanded pressure and friction to her clit. His fingers spread her lips and pull back the hood to reciprocate the intensity of sensation as his thrusts into her become a little more desperate.]
Fuck...
[She technically doesn't have him speaking in tongues, but that sort of roughness in his language is a rare feature of their lovemaking.]
[ She'd definitely never heard him say something like that. Didn't even imagine it was possible. She felt like she was tasting something truly taboo in that moment, a much more honest version of Ramesses, a much more raw. It translated into his motions, his touch. There was urgency there she'd never experienced before, a true and honest desperation in his roughness. ]
Baise moi... fais moi perdre la tête...
[ She'd be just as vulgar in turn. And in truth she wasn't far from it. Her mind was being flushed about by bliss, drowned out in the sensations he was overwhelming her with. The magic reflected that in turn, growing more chaotic, more formless, until her wings were simply ribbons of light wrapping about them both, binding them together... ]
[The air around them feels almost electric. Every pulse of her magic returned with his, every roll of his hips met with a push from her. Sensation leaves Ramesses feeling so connected to Chariot from each moment to the next, that she feels the first, last, and only being that he might ever think of again. That whatever separations may lie between them have simply vanished in the wake of this great power they've created with one another.]
I need to...
[Ramesses is barely able to speak. The words seem elusive, so quick to be taken away with the next wave of pleasure or smothered by the next gulping gasp of air. But it's all he can think about, every sensation pushing him to that edge and that damned spell holding onto him just enough to keep him from that release. Even as she loses control over the shape of her wings and she seeks out her own pleasure with more instinctive pushes for the right angle, the right pressure, she doesn't let him go. And nothing he does causes her to budge on this. His desperation does not will an orgasm into existence, and he cannot distract her fully enough to end the spell. Only one thing will and it should be simple, but gods, he has to think straight enough to plead with her.]
Please, Chariot... Let me... I want-- [He has to choke back another sound to keep talking. He's not even sure if he's even vaguely coherent at this point. But does it matter? His voice is so thin, varying between breathless and a whine.] I... Please let me come...
[ Just because it had been what she'd aimed for didn't really mean she was prepared to hear it. The desperation in his voice caught her off guard, as it was something she'd never really heard from him before. It was so novel and taboo within her ears, that they felt like they were burning just to hear him. It sent a jolt through her, one that struck her right at her core.
It inspired her hips to hammer against his, to feel the manifestation of his words through his body, inside and around her, to find a high she'd never dared climb to. But she didn't dare go alone, not after he'd managed to speak those words that were driving her. She couldn't ever be so selfish. She knew it wouldn't be complete without him. ]
Libère tout ... en moi ... s'il te plaît...
[ The spell was released just as she was at the edge of orgasm, the most intense she'd ever felt with him, even more so then when they were truly wild beasts. This felt just as unbridled, just as without control, but it felt so much more real. It was her, and him, in the most truest they had ever been with one another. ]
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But even before a year ago... she'd met Akko. She'd met Diana. She'd seen the shine that was once her own blossom in others, so brilliantly and pure. She'd met Croix again, found her again. And when whisked away this place she'd met Fang, met Ramesses, met Kaede, met Monika....
Reasons she could shine again, herself.
She shifted, turning about in Ramesses' lap, a hand at either shoulder, looking at him directly, pink in her cheeks and throat, eyes half lidded. ]
I've had a whole year of your love, to learn to let those words be true...
Right now, I want to be the star you know I am... just for this moment... just for you...
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[In truth, there really isn't a time where Chariot fails to shine as far as he's concerned. Try as she might to hide it as she has in the past, something as brilliant as the heart that beats within her chest simply isn't able to be obfuscated or dimmed. Not even by her will.]
[His smile for her is warm as always, but it is a proud smile as well. Ramesses knows that Chariot's path to this point has not been an easy one and he understands her meaning. Just as there are parts of himself that belong only to her, so too does parts of her shine belong only to him. She gives it to him, pushing boldly past her own insecurities.]
Then let me see the full extent of your radiance. [There is little distance between them like this, but he tightens his hold on her all the same and brings their foreheads together gently. Fingertips begin to trace the length of her spine in a steady ascent.] Let your light shine so brightly that you appear the only star in all the heavens and I shall envelop you completely in my love and worship.
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Slate blue hair shifted to crimson... for the first time with him in what felt like an agonizingly long time, her truest self for him... and not stopping there. Her hands shifted to her dress, pulling loose the ties that held it in place, having deliberately selected something easy to find herself out of... ]
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[He responds to the subtle tugs of fabric beneath his hands as she pulls loose the ties of her dress by pushing and pulling the fabric to assist her in her endeavor to be free of it. In doing so, he has to allow her a small degree of separation from him, but it's never more than is strictly necessary. He leaves the last of pulling it off to her, his hands beginning to trace warm skin greedily. There isn't an inch of her that Ramesses has not laid claim to, and he is ready to pay his tributes to her once more.]
[Wrapping an arm around her, he begins to sit up a little further to reverse their positions.]
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But when he sat up, her hands were right back at his shoulders to... push back. Normally she was content, happy even, to allow his majesty to ply her, to shift her to his will and bring her bliss that way. She felt bolder now, though, wanting to show what a year had done for her 'shine'.
Her push was insistent, wanting him to be the one laying back... ]
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[He always anticipates that Chariot needs to be almost if not completely consumed by pleasure before her inhibitions are able to be set aside, but it appears not to be the case this time. This boldness sparks Ramesses' curiosity of just how far she will be willing to go, if she will keep any sense of self-consciousness away to take her pleasures with little to no encouragement. More importantly, it inspires a desire within Ramesses that begins stirring beneath Chariot.]
[He offers no further resistance or any signs of objections to the push at his shoulders. Lowering himself down onto an elbow before lying back, he guides them both down. Once settled, Ramesses' hand at her waist travels to her ass, giving it a squeeze as his other hand finds out of her breasts and begins toying with a nipple between his fingers.]
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Her vermillion hair fell about her face as she leaned forward against his hands, further still, until her chest was against his once more, and her lips were trailing against his jaw, even nipping slightly. It was... rough, trying to fight back her more comfortable instincts. But she wanted to do this, she wanted to let herself be like this. Just for a moment... just for appreciation for the year she'd had.
One hand moved lower, shifting between them. It traced lines along his stomach, but didn't stop there... finding that 'inspiration' below, and giving him a firm, almost demanding squeeze. ]
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[He's seen her hungry. He's seen her desperate. He's seen her eager. He's never really seen her in control. Not quite like this where every touch, every press of her body against his was deliberate and not some instinctive response to some pleasure brought upon her. Needing to move his hand out of the way as she presses against him, Ramesses brushes some of the hair that falls into her face aside.]
[He really doesn't know if the hand that begins trailing down his stomach will stop short or not. Not because he anticipates that insecurity will give her cause to pause and rally herself for a moment because that simply isn't the look on her face, it isn't the movement of her hands or body. No, it is because it seemed just as likely that she might tease him as she might be direct. It was whatever she wanted in one moment from the next, and Ramesses was content to concede and surrender to Chariot's whims.]
[As her hand moves beyond his stomach and she squeezes, his breath becomes audible with a sudden, sharp inhale as he arches into her touch.]
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[ Technically, it was always 'hers' in the sense that Ramesses would never withhold sexual attention from her if she desired it. But that wasn't really the point. This was about more than simply agency. This was about shining, about putting on the show for him, and that meant being bolder, making her declarations more lurid. ]
You can have it back when I'm done.
[ Had she any less wine in her blood as she did in that moment, she would have immediately broke down in embarrassment at her own words, but the moment was fueling her. But that was Ursula speaking. That wasn't who she was, at that moment. Not that part of her, anyways. No, this was a part of her... she never got to fully experience before. And she wanted to share it with him. ]
Tonight, you're in for a show from your very own Shiny Chariot...
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[He catches her lips again for another hungry kiss, a wordless, immediate reflection of his approval. But he does not kiss her overlong, allowing her to retain the lead and control she claimed for herself from the beginning for as long she wishes to hold onto it.]
Go on then. Let yourself shine for me...
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Her hair didn't so much glow with the light as it literally glowed when she began to draw the wand down along his chest, the buttons of his shirt releasing one by one as she did so. This was... probably the most frivolous expenditure of mana one could imagine, but her momentum was too strong to stop now.
Lower still, to his belt, the fly, all of it bending to the will of her magic. By the time she was done, that thing she'd claimed as "hers" was sprung free. She didn't stop there, either.
She traced the tip of her wand along the underside of his cock, refusing to touch with her own hands just yet, letting her power trace through the medium into his very skin, rich and warm, perhaps even a bit tingly. He'd feel the vigor of her mana rush through his blood... were the display of her in control not doing wonders already, the magic itself certainly would have him feeling intensely aroused, the sort that came so rarely... Not unlike that time they gave in to bestial instincts, even.
As she did so, ribbons of light, gold and emerald, traced over her form, brushing along her own skin, making her even more flushed, her chest even more full of breath and energy, heart beating faster...
She'd never used her magic like this before. It was exhilarating new territory. ]
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[Ah, but he still manages to somewhat underestimate her. Ramesses barely has the thought recognizing her intention to tease him, to avoid touching him with her own hands for the moment when her mana floods into him and turns his mind into an abruptly blank slate. The movement of her wand along his cock suddenly seems too slow. Too fast. Too much. Not enough. His cock throbs with his heightened sense of arousal, and he grips at the blankets beneath him to keep from reaching for her so soon. Not that she's making it any easier for him as the light she envelops herself in brings more of a flush to her and she looks so beautiful, it's almost enough to leave him breathless.]
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But first thing was first. She prodded him one last time with her wand, one last burst of that mana energy, to invigorate, to swell up, to push him right to the very edge...
And then a seal. Snapping into place right at the base of his length, tight and firm, binding itself to him via a modified curse, one that was likely far more benign than originally intended. That should keep him from any... accidents, at least. ]
When you want this released... I want you to beg me for it.
[ Holy moly she actually managed to say it. Her face broke, if only for a moment, in shock that she'd managed to do the thing. Her face went a bit red, and she didn't quite stick the firmness in the end, but she got the words out. The show, for the sake of the one man audience she was performing for, was going on... ]
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[Chariot's words almost don't register to him, but they manage to break through. Ramesses' laugh is breathless, not mocking or doubting her words so much as delighting in this fire that appears to have been lit within her. Golden eyes settle on her once more and although clearly hungry, there is an unspoken challenge within them, too. Her mana beneath his skin may have brought about a sweet ache, but the King of Kings will not yield so easily. If he is to beg, then she is to not merely give him a reason for it, but to make him.]
Is that what you desire? To have me beg...? That is quite the high ambition, Chariot... [Ramesses wills himself to release his hold on the blankets. With one more inhale, he manages to catch his breath again albeit perhaps tenuously. One corner of his lips lifts into a smirk as his hand begins to trail along one of her legs.] Very well. Then do not allow yourself to settle for anything less. Indulge yourself until I surrender myself to you.
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I had every intention to.
[ Honestly, it was just as much a torture to herself to just tease him like this, to edge him into oblivion again and again, but... There was no backing down now. She was Shiny Chariot in that moment, and she had a performance to give.
She began to lower her hips, giving him purchase within her, but once more was deliberately slow to do so, a stuttered gasp escaping her in the process. ]
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[And so, Ramesses is able to remain still as she teases them both. Barely so, but he makes certain to yield to her in that way. Not that Chariot helps particularly in that way. Every time he can feel her move the head of his cock close to her entrance, he can feel that pull of instinct to move, to bury himself within her, grow stronger. A whine escapes him when that instinct seems likely to win out as she denies them both once more.]
[But it isn't given a chance to win. His grip on her thigh tightens when she does finally, blessedly, begins to lower herself onto him. It's as much an expression of his restraint as it is to discourage her from any immediate cruelty of withdrawing from him so soon. She has touched him directly so little so far, and Ramesses is eager for the feel of her wet heat enveloping him. He groans as she takes him inside and while there is a small amount of impatience, he cannot even begin to focus or dwell upon that when there is such relief in feeling her around him, in hearing that stuttered gasp that's of her own doing in the end rather than his.]
[This time when he props himself up on an elbow and attempts to sit back up, he's not looking to reverse their positions. He only wants to be closer to her, to feel more of her against him. He knows that his relief will not last. Even as she might take her pleasure to orgasm, she won't allow him to join until he begs for it. So, he will take what he can, as much as he is allowed for now.]
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She bit at her lip, hissing as she squeezed around him, flexing rhythmically at first, simply letting her walls pulse around his cock inside of her, letting magic soak through, send little jolts along the pressure, as if stroking him from inside of her. She didn't have to move much this way, but...
She was glad he sat up. It gave her a place to rest her hands, at his shoulders, and use that leverage to start moving her hips in earnest. ]
What a wonderful stage you've set for me...
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[Chariot has given so much of herself to him over the past year. It's been incremental. Little pieces here and there with every anxiety and doubt she shared with him. More as their love grew and she came to no longer doubt that she was worthy of his. Even when it seemed as though she might pull away, every moment spent with Chariot allowed for Ramesses to hold just a little more of her as his own. And now, here, she is giving him more.]
[The light that's inside of her that she is so often afraid of is little by little growing bright and brighter tonight.]
[Were it not for the binding spell, the combination of her earlier magic, the pulsing of her walls, and the little bursts of magic that she sent through her body would be more than enough to make him come. And so, she barely needs to move her hips before he responds in kind, his arm tightening around her waist. He doesn't try to speak to her when she offers praise. It's perhaps a first, but he's not even sure he can speak right now and there seems to be so little point in a wasted effort right now.]
[Ramesses hungrily kisses along her skin. Although without his usual desire to claim her for himself, he's not teasing her. He's not trying to make her desperate for pleasure until she's ready to fall apart if he continues to refuse to yield to her requests. Instead, Ramesses possesses a stronger desire to offer her his praise to her and every inch of her is to be savored.]
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It was tremendous. Overwhelming. Magic that had never been seen before, born between them, a creation of their cosmic energies combining in both poetic and literal ways. Sunlight and starlight forming into a wonderful new.
Her imagination formed with the magic itself, spurred on by the blissful pleasure coursing in her body. Ephemeral wings of light spread behind her, reaching far enough to nearly touch the ceiling. The evening sun had already left them, and the light they now bathed in was purely their own making. ]
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[Those wings are a piece of her performance, no doubt, but there is an honesty to them as well. Chariot allowing herself to be uninhibited and express their pleasure and their love in whatever form or fashion feels right to her. They seem a perfect reflection of their love, of how far she's come since they first met, since the first time they made love. He praises her because how could he not? She is so beautiful and feels so good, and they are so deeply connected to one another right now...]
[Ramesses kisses move up along her neck now, his grip on her waist remaining tight and firm as his other hand slips between them. It's now that he teases her for the first time, his fingers encircling her clit a few times, only giving it the barest of touches. And although she's made it immensely difficult to concentrate at this point, he still has enough of it to send little pulses of his own mana through his fingertips each time he comes so close to rubbing her clit. It's the most Ramesses is willing to do without Chariot's explicit instructions (not pleas) or her hand over his.]
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[ No 'please', no pleading in her tone, no begging on her part. It was affirmative, spoke with a confident smile that only Shiny Chariot could have managed in a moment like that. It was a demand that he indulge her, that he serve his role in worshiping her. And sure, she knew she never had to ask him to do any of this before, but the energy of the moment demanded she assert herself.
Those wings wrapped around them from their initial spread, encasing them within a glowing light that truly made it feel like she was in heaven. Slowly... the spell that bound his cock, still inside of her, still being gripped and embraced by the roll of her hips, the undulation of her walls, that spell started to weaken, just enough that he'd feel it, the tease of what might come... ]
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Fuck...
[She technically doesn't have him speaking in tongues, but that sort of roughness in his language is a rare feature of their lovemaking.]
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Baise moi... fais moi perdre la tête...
[ She'd be just as vulgar in turn. And in truth she wasn't far from it. Her mind was being flushed about by bliss, drowned out in the sensations he was overwhelming her with. The magic reflected that in turn, growing more chaotic, more formless, until her wings were simply ribbons of light wrapping about them both, binding them together... ]
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I need to...
[Ramesses is barely able to speak. The words seem elusive, so quick to be taken away with the next wave of pleasure or smothered by the next gulping gasp of air. But it's all he can think about, every sensation pushing him to that edge and that damned spell holding onto him just enough to keep him from that release. Even as she loses control over the shape of her wings and she seeks out her own pleasure with more instinctive pushes for the right angle, the right pressure, she doesn't let him go. And nothing he does causes her to budge on this. His desperation does not will an orgasm into existence, and he cannot distract her fully enough to end the spell. Only one thing will and it should be simple, but gods, he has to think straight enough to plead with her.]
Please, Chariot... Let me... I want-- [He has to choke back another sound to keep talking. He's not even sure if he's even vaguely coherent at this point. But does it matter? His voice is so thin, varying between breathless and a whine.] I... Please let me come...
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It inspired her hips to hammer against his, to feel the manifestation of his words through his body, inside and around her, to find a high she'd never dared climb to. But she didn't dare go alone, not after he'd managed to speak those words that were driving her. She couldn't ever be so selfish. She knew it wouldn't be complete without him. ]
Libère tout ... en moi ... s'il te plaît...
[ The spell was released just as she was at the edge of orgasm, the most intense she'd ever felt with him, even more so then when they were truly wild beasts. This felt just as unbridled, just as without control, but it felt so much more real. It was her, and him, in the most truest they had ever been with one another. ]
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