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[belligerentwarrior]

wish i knew what to tell you. i'm not the one that's good with words.

why isn't it little then?

[beariot]

Well it's not exactly normal, you know.

[belligerentwarrior]

half my body's covered in fur and i was born 1600 years ago, and you're a celebrity in hiding

this passed normal long time ago

[beariot]

That's not what I mean!

It's not something I have any context for on how to handle, okay? All of this is new to me, all of it is frightening, because I care about all of you and sometimes I feel like I'm going to ruin it somehow!

[belligerentwarrior]

you won't ruin it

[beariot]

It's not as simple as just being told that.

[belligerentwarrior]

[A crestfallen feeling. ]

you think i don't know that? [It wasn't that simple with Vanille, either.] what else should i do, keep my mouth shut when you start talking about yourself like that? i'm gonna keep saying it. as many times as i need to. doesn't matter if you feel it or not that's what i believe.

look i know i'm not akko or sunshine but i've got the same faith in you as youve got in me.

[beariot]

[ ... ]

I know. I'm sorry. This is just how I am. I'm trying to be better.

[belligerentwarrior]

[A flicker of irritation that's immediately rebuked by a much stronger remorse.]

so am i. want to help but i know i can be a brute about things sometimes. if i'm ever not helping, promise to tell me, k?

[And then there's that fond surge of warmth that always accompanied the words "I love you."]

[beariot]

[ That warmth... everything about it, she cherished. And she really did want to be better.

She didn't want her anxiety to rule her life. And she knew Fang knew that. ]

I love you.