[they're truly surprised at how quickly that comes. and as much as they don't want to respond with an immediate plea for self-pity, it's something else that they think chariot deserves to know. so they type it out, but it takes another moment.]
[maybe because these are the things hiding underneath what brought them together.]
I'm sorry, Chariot.
It's just been... easier, historically speaking, for people to find someone with less going on than me. Someone who can offer them more, or who asks for less.
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[they're truly surprised at how quickly that comes. and as much as they don't want to respond with an immediate plea for self-pity, it's something else that they think chariot deserves to know. so they type it out, but it takes another moment.]
[maybe because these are the things hiding underneath what brought them together.]
I'm sorry, Chariot.
It's just been... easier, historically speaking, for people to find someone with less going on than me.
Someone who can offer them more, or who asks for less.
Being with me won't be easy.